Life ∞

Second chance doesn't come easily.

2012-01-29T17:35:00.011+08:00

Hello everybody! How's this week for you guys? Hehe ☺
Mine was enjoyable to the maximum! Went out for visiting almost everyday. I had fun!
I don't really care about the red packets this year... Cos... I just don't. HAHA.
But it's the time with family and relatives, and friends that make me love this year's new year!

Didn't spam a lot of pictures this year... Mostly is selca. Hahaha. In another word, zi lian. LOL.
The atmosphere this year is seriously low. Turn on CNY songs still the same. No feel for new year.
Hopefully next year will be better huh. Hopefully its not so soon like in January but February ☺

Went visiting with Wensheng and co on Wednesday, 25th of January!
Went to Weicong's place in the afternoon first, then I went over to my relatives' place, then had K session at night!

So yesterday, we went to Sam's place first. Then moved on to Sean's place after that!
I think I spent about... 15 hours at Sean's place with Sam, Leon, Ah Jie, Aloy, Brandan and Fur!
I laughed so so so much with them seriously! They're all bunch of funny people!
They might appear to be fierce and unfriendly, but seriously, they're a group of nice friends to hang out with for laughter and fun ☺
Cab back with Sam when the sun rises. And tadah~ I'm staying at home today for a good rest ☺

"Friendship... is not something you learn in school. But if you haven't learned the meaning of friendship, you really haven't learned anything."
- Muhammad Ali

龙年行大运！

2012-01-23T15:41:00.003+08:00

大家好！新年快乐!
祝大家身体健康，步步高升！
希望大家拿多多红包！☺

Your life is what your thoughts make it.

2012-01-22T18:39:00.000+08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR EVE EVERYONE!

(who's even reading lol)
Anyway, I'm over at Hougang now for first round of reunion dinner. No steamboat here this year :(

But the dishes here is seriously sumptuous. All the expensive food is available on the table... Haha.
But I didn't really enjoy it so just ate a few dish and tadah, I crop myself in the room *emo one corner...*

I don't know how to explain my feelings for him... But I know that it's not love.
Crush? Maybe... Things seems a lil different these 2 days. The way we exchanged texts and stuffs...
So maybe... This game is coming to an end. Haha. Well, its a good thing tho.
In case I fall deeper or... yeah. Hurt myself accidentally.

Alright, hope for the best and not expect anything. Does it sounds legit? Haha.
☺

Life is half spent before we know what it is.

2012-01-17T15:38:00.003+08:00

I feel like a lazy bum. Oh well...
Really need to look for another job after new year! Haha.

2012-01-15T01:48:00.001+08:00

FUCK YOU, OKAY?

It is never too late to be what you might have been.

2012-01-14T19:36:00.008+08:00

Pictures taken in Thailand! ☺

Life. Ha.

2012-01-11T12:57:00.000+08:00

So I've gotten my O level results on Monday.
I'm still very traumatized over it. I didn't do well enough to move on to poly.
1 more grade up for E-math and I'll be eligible for poly... Why...
Oh well. I've decided to get a private diploma.
It might not be as recognize as poly when looking for job in Singapore, but its recognize internationally ☺
Who knows I might work abroad in the near future, right?
Good or bad, happy or sad, the world still rotates and life goes on.
Now, I gotta decide and think carefully which courses will have the most prospect in the future!
I hope I'll do well this time round and not disappoint, or waste parents' money ☺

While there's life, there's hope.

2012-01-08T12:01:00.002+08:00

OMG OMG OMG IT'S TOMORROW! RESULTS WILL BE RELEASED TOMORROW!!!!!!!!!
Seriously my panic mode is on and I'm can't stop panicking!
My dream shocked me up cos I dreamt that I got F for E Math and C. Science! T___T
Please please please, let it be the opposite! I need a satisfying results to get into poly!

*breath in.............................. & out!*

Everything has been figured out, except how to live.

2012-01-04T12:07:00.000+08:00

Tell me you love my hair ;)

New year, new hair colour.
With my red hair, it's totally the festive hair colour since CNY is coming!

Hope and wish for nothing else but a happier days ahead ☺

Hello. Sawadeeka. Bonjour.

2012-01-01T23:32:00.006+08:00

I AM BACK TO THE LITTLE RED DOT! Pictures and updates soon!
tired............ unpacking of stuffs not done........... new job not found yet.........
Life.

Anyway,

HAPPY 2012 ☺

I wish for a better year ahead. Something better than 2011 ☺

Sawadeekap!

2011-12-28T01:21:00.001+08:00

HELLO GREETINGS FROM THAILAND!

First day here, things seems rather fine... But... Mood's abit weird now haha.

Time now is 1223am. How about Singapore? Haha.

Hope everything remains.

Life's short, just give it a try to everything.

2011-12-27T00:07:00.001+08:00

HI. I'M FLYING IN ANOTHER FEW HOURS TIME.
Counting down at Thailand! ☺
I'll have fun, and be safe. Yes!

Born to succeed, not to fail.

2011-12-21T01:34:00.001+08:00

#nowplaying -David Guetta - Little Bad Girl ft. Taio Cruz, Ludacris

So... I'm gonna have some fun when I'm still young. I wanna make memorable teenage life ;)
Life's short, why not?

Do not dwell in the past, do not dream of the future, concentrate the mind on the present moment.

2011-12-12T01:37:00.014+08:00

Hello everybody omg omg omg I'm so gonna share my daily life for this week! And I've just reached home from my last day of work :(
I seriously can't bear to leave and I almost cried BUT I suck back my tears haha. Stupid me.
So, my last day isn't at Raffles City's Stradivarius or Ion's. It's at Liat Tower's Massimo Dutti!
Received notice on Wednesday that Jiayi and I are picked to go over MD to help them out for sales.
Tried saying no but manager says it's compulsory so yeah... I was forced to...
The reasons why I didn't wanna go over is because I scared I won't click with the people there and the environment would be very unfamiliar...
But it was a big big wrong. I'm glad that I was "forced" to go over.
I've made many new and awesome friends there. They're an awesome bunch. They really make my working life a happier one.
I can practically click with everyone. We laugh and joke whole day long.
Even after 10 hours, I'm still very energized! The fun there was indescribable! I laughed almost all the time and my abs is forming!!! ☺
Imagine abs... it's really so fun and funny being with them!
Rocky, Pramila, Jingwen, Peijia, Nat, William, Satis, and of course Jiayi, they're seriously just too great to be around ☺
Of course, the other more senior staffs there is also very friendly and caring towards we the young ones.
I'm glad that I spent my last day there, really reluctant to leave but yea... all good things come to an end.
I'm just so glad that they came into my life for a short 4 days and they really make my working life a better one ☺

Changing of environment doesn't always means it's gonna be bad...
I gotta take note of it. All I need is time to get used to it.
Not every places have bad higher management. There's always a opposite type out there somewhere.
Throughout this 1 month of work at 3 different places, I've made and know more new friends/people.
Friends whom I can laugh and joke with, friends whom I can talk about personal issues, people with shit attitude, people who suck up a lot, people who are lazy, people who always go by book, people who only say but no actions, people who you really wish you can throw a brick on their face...
There's just so many type of people out there who've made me stronger and let me know that even if you're kind to them, they'll not know and treat you differently.

Bad things aside... I hope & I can't wait to have an outing with them!
I hope we can go out together and have more funny laughing sessions until my combo pac become abs!
Hehehe I ♥ and enjoy and 4 day stay @ MD! Shoutout to y'all!☺

9 more days and I'll be flying to Thailand!
Really hope that it'd be cool over there and I can have lots of spare time to shop!
Since the objective of my family and I going over is to attend uncle's wedding..... Haha.
Wondering what job I should get when I'm back!
But now, I should just gotta rest my body well before flying since I've worked 6 days straight ☺

Adios!

Those who live are those who fight.

2011-12-12T01:32:00.001+08:00

我应该已经慢慢的放弃了对你的期望了。应该是好事吧？哈哈。

2011-12-10T06:29:00.002+08:00

Sun is rising and I'm turning in now! Nights ;)

Happiness depends upon ourselves.

2011-12-09T23:52:00.000+08:00

It's my off day tomorrow yay! ☺

Staying up later tonight to catch up everything on the net and watch my shows!
Another 11 days before I'm jobless. I'll surely miss those few I'm especially close with.
Most of them are really nice to be with! Really helpful and humorous... I'll miss them ☺

Life goes on after everything good or bad things had happened. So... I guess I'll learn to adapt to all the changes.

要开心，都要靠自己。愁眉苦脸，心情沉重的感觉很不好受。
一直逼自己，不要去想你。但没有想到，在逼的同时，已经想到你。
也慢慢的接受，我们应该不会再回到从前。或者是再来一次。
一个人，有时真的感到很寂寞。虽然朋友家人都在身边，但是，有些爱和关心男朋友给的感觉就是不一样。
偶尔，真的很希望会有一个“他”在我旁边给我我想要的关心。
但是我也知道啦。。。不是说要就有的。就算有了，也不一定是对的。
宁愿一个人，也不要进入一个不是用全心全意的感情。因为知道到头来，伤心的会是我。
对的人，错的时间。错的人，时间正合。人生就是这样。没有规则，每次都有突发的状况。
所以呢，我要随机应变，反应要快，不然呢，死的人就是我啦。哈哈。
一直在告诉自己，好的事情，不用一辈子。曾经拥有，有了回忆，就足够了。
做人就不要太贪心。但是有时真的控制不了心里的感受。明明知道不可能，但是还抱着很大的希望。
就是那么奇怪。连我自己都不能把那些feelings压着。有时还会控制太久，一次过发泄出来。
那些时候真的是连我都吓坏呢。哈哈哈哈哈。
其实。。。一切都有了改变，已经慢慢变好了。希望。。。一切会变更好！呵呵。

Good. Not having any strong feelings towards you. Hopes my feelings gets better ☺
Thanks for the cake. It brings back all the sweetness we had. But its purely memories.

One day your life will flash before your eyes. Make sure its worth watching.

2011-12-08T23:40:00.002+08:00

Oh hello! ☺ So... I've tender my resignation letter and I'm serving 2 weeks notice now.
Waiting for 20 Dec to arrived and dang! I'll be jobless! Hahaha.
Happy yet not. Cos I've become closer with most of my colleagues and there's few that I can rant and h2h too.
Most of them are leaving cos of studies too so... yeah ☺

Will be flying to Thailand on the 27th, so I won't be counting down in Singapore :(
Hope we'll have a safe and fun trip there hehe!
And also, I can't wait to go Genting with my dear friends! I'm sure we'll be having hell lotsa fun!
Gonna make this holiday a fruitful one... before getting results :(
Frankly speaking, I'm very worried! Not really confidence that I can do VERY well but just hope can get into a course I prefer...
Pray pray pray everyday!

Family & friends to be happy and safe is my biggest wish everyday ♥
You? Still trying to forget.

Combine class chalet is up on facebook! I miss the first night so much hahahaha.
Pictures some other day maybe. Hehe luv my blog! Those past posts make me LMFAO so hard!
BRB ♥ ☺

If you obey all the rules, you miss all the fun.

2011-12-02T14:51:00.002+08:00

Hello it's Friday! Gotta get down on Friday Friday~
Alright. Anyway, to me, no matter is it Friday or Saturday, it makes no difference to me now.
Since I've already started working, there's no particular day that I'm looking forward to except off days!
Like today. Requested to off today because some far distance aunt is getting married.
Yay luv attending wedding! Sucha joyful occasion, who wouldn't luv it? ☺

So... I've already blogged about my working environment and etc. so... what should I talk about today?
Maybe what I've been doing and more haha.

Back on Monday, it's 5NAs combine class chalet!!! Woooooo although not a lot of people attend it, but I'd lots of fun!
And with Qaiyum, Zaidil and Syazwan around, I seriously laugh like there's no tomorrow!
Things like Qaiyum farting into Syazwan's face, Zaidil's big ass and etc, I really laugh till I almost forgotten to breath!
Hahahaha exaggerating but its true!!
I really miss last year. Where the 4NAs is so bonded together. We create jokes and troubles together.
Those times, I really miss it. But life goes on, we move along. What else can we do other then reminiscence?

We all grow up, we all look forward to the future, no point holding on to something that will never be back.
I'm still trying hard to forget you.

You can't be brave if you've only had wonderful things happen to you.

2011-11-23T13:21:00.000+08:00

I LOVE OFF DAYS! ☺

I hear and I forget, I see and I remember. I do and I understand.

2011-11-20T00:22:00.002+08:00

Hello hello hi hi. Alright... Somehow... In one way or another... This blog is only for me to update and read. Hahaha. WHATEVERRRR.

So... I've started working right after last Os paper, which is one... 14 Nov?
I've worked for 5 days and... Frankly speaking... I'm kinda sick of it. I work not for experiences but $_$
So... What can I do even though I'm not enjoying it? Work there is kinda slacky... But...
People there ain't the type of people I wanna befriend with. Maybe I'm still new but... Neh. I don't really like them. Or maybe just a few of them.
Decided to switch to part time after my short contract ends on 31st Jan.
Hope time will pass quickly yet fruitful for me!
Since I started working... I haven't been able to interact with grandparents too :(
Kinda sad cos of that but it's okay! I'll mend it back during my off day hehe ☺
I can never do without my FAMILY ♥

So basically... I'm doing quite fine now? In terms of emotionally and... mentally. Yea maybe...
But every now and then... Or maybe should I say, everyday? Yup everyday...
I still think of him... The feelings isn't very strong like last few weeks but... It still does hurt a little.
Hahahaha but it's okay! I'm handling my feelings better after cooling down ☺
He happy, I happy, he don't care, I don't care, then I think life for me will gets better too.
Not gonna hope or wish or pray for anything that is related to him already. Since it doesn't make a difference so... Yup!

And I've got a confession to make........................................
I REALLY MISS SCHOOL AND MY DEAR FRIENDS AND CLASSMATES!!!
People like Wong Chew Rayen Hidayah... I miss them a lot eh :(
But........ Everyone seems very busy with their own things and didn't contact so I guess... I shouldn't really bother them too?
Really looking forward and can't wait for combine class chalet to arrived!
Hopefully in terms of financial for the chalet... Everything will be fine cos $ seems to be the main issue still :(

Alright! Pray that everything is going great for my friends and things will get better!
♥ ☺

Enjoy while you can, endure when you must.

2011-11-11T01:51:00.001+08:00

Hi. Last paper isn't over yet and I've alr got a job!

I'll be working at Raffles City's Stradivarius. LOOK FOR ME AFTER 15TH NOVEMBERRRRRR ☺

i'll be happy.

The heart sees what is invisible to the eye.

2011-11-05T02:52:00.011+08:00

So... can I say that Os' unofficially over? WOOHOO ROCK ON!
Last final paper on 14 Nov. MCQ. Just gotta give it a good hard work before I can play stealthily!

So basically... life's going well yet not too well for me?
Emotionally... Ha. Not really fantastic I can say.
He just don't give a damn so saying anymore things to him will just be plain annoying.
Actually I don't know what to feel anymore. Cos he don't even bother to heck care me so how to guess?
I think... I should just live my life and ignore his. Let him be happy all he want and let him care for all other girls without having any hard feelings.
To be frank, it's really disheartening to know that he'd rather give concern to other girls than me.
Like... okay. Maybe I'm really a nuisance(?) or something for flaring.
BUT. I've controlled all this crap feelings for so long before I blast it all out.
AND. I didn't make a scene in front of him or whatsoever so... don't I deserve a basic friend-to-friend concern from him?

I don't know what's on his mind and I don't wanna assume anymore.
Maybe he really, already get over everything between us without feeling a little pity or heartache or what.
But... I'm really not having a good time all these months seriously.
Every now and then, I'll cry. Look at those pictures of us, gifts, letters... Maybe I should burn it all away...?
It's really... heart-breaking. I can feel like, 1065485612kg of weights are added to my heart.
Like right now, I'm feeling it again. It's kinda hard to get rid of these emotions tho.
Trying to think about those bad times to forget the good. Try to keep myself occupied and not think about him...
Not easy. That's all I can say. What gone is gone. What past had past.
He don't feel what I feel then what can I do. Right...?

I know. He might have cry and feel hurt over us splitting.
But he choose not to mention a thing cos of pride or face.
我很心痛。因为我知道我伤到了他。但是。。。我只能说抱歉。
他没有跟我说什么，我要这么知道呢？
我懂，他很想我。但他可能用竟了很多方法，早已放下我们俩的回忆。
可是我仍然放不下。我嘴硬，担心很软，很痛，很想，很怀念。
因为就是要面子，还有感情时，什么都不说，把那些话常在心理。
错了。我错了。。。我和他，都错了。。。

Just hope that... He won't forget anything between us and... yeah.
Let that 6 months be a happy memory of his whole life.
I just wanna be happy, prove to myself that... I can let "us" go.
Like how I take time to let go of AJH. I took around.. 1 year plus?
It's okay! I've got time. I can get over with us ☺

亲爱的, you're the best I ever had.
Letting us go may be a moment of folly. I'm sorry.
过去了，还能做些什么呢？
我也只好把我们俩一切的回忆放下来。
心里很不好过，但是，我知道一切都回不来了。
因为面子，对方都受到伤害。真是自讨苦吃。
现在，看你似乎过得不错，心里这么样都会有些不好过。
没有得到你的注意和关心，我更伤心。
但是我也不能逼你关心我。因为。。。可能。。。这就是报应吧？
算了，走一步看一步啦。还是赶快把自己的心情搞好。
伤心只会弄自己更不好受。。。所以呢。。。我会快快回到。。从前的我?
希望我们还是朋友。想你。。。 :')

ps: i don't fall for just any guy :(

All good things come to an end.

2011-10-18T16:25:00.001+08:00

Hello ☺ I know I shouldn't be updating this space because...
Os STARTS ON THURSDAY !!$@#^#%&$##!@^&%$*#

But its okay. I know I can do it! Hopefully more than what I'm expecting! ☺
So... I've officially graduated from Woodgrove! Not happy... kinda sad tho.
5 years... It just passed like this. So fast~

I'll miss my most caring and understanding English teacher~

The corner I always sit during recess~

The hottest and most thick skinned Physics teacher~

My few months most patience partner!!

Good memories and bad memories, I miss it both already.
Though 5N2 isn't as bond as others, but... we do have our funny moments right? ☺
Those disturbing... scolding... argueing... laughing... I will miss it.

Plaits gals!

I WILL MISS QUARRELING WITH THIS GIRL AND HER DISTURBING ME!!!

So glad 5n1 and n2 are having a combine chalet after Os!!!! SO EXCITED AND I CAN'T WAIT!!!! HWAITING! :D

2011-10-08T20:02:00.002+08:00

PRAY!

Time no enough.

2011-09-30T17:17:00.002+08:00

19 days to first O level paper.
*prays!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!*

2011-09-25T17:18:00.001+08:00

~HIATUS~

Worst battle = what I know vs. what I feel.

2011-09-18T20:08:00.000+08:00

-insert thoughts-

Times flies.

2011-09-16T13:39:00.002+08:00

1 last paper before prelim is over! hope I'll do better than mock and mid year :/
*pray!!!*

It just feels like another day.

2011-09-11T01:01:00.001+08:00

Happy birthday to me! Yay? Haha. 7teen... seems kinda old to me already haha.
Today... just seems like any another day. Not excited nor extremely happy.
But those wishes do brighten up my mood a little ☺
No longer asking for presents or wishes to come true...
Just want everything to go smoothly, achieve my ideal results for Os, family and myself to be healthy, friends to be happy and bonded...
That's all I'm hoping for. Not too much, right?
As I gets older... I realize what is more important and what is not.
Money and gifts are just something extra. Health and relationship between family and friends are more important.
Will be praying hard, and take actions for everything I want to remain, or improve ☺

The worst feeling isn't being lonely, but being forgotten by someone you can't forget.

2011-09-08T15:08:00.003+08:00

Hello bloggy~ Meh not feeling very well now. Nose blocked. Throat hurting. Aish... :(
Keep falling sick this year. Luckily its not those that will lemme paralyzed on bed whole day kind of sick.
Exam is coming, guess its partly because of stress that I kept falling sick. Sigh~
Just hope that my body will stay and be stronger during Os!

Recently... friends around me seems to be having a lot of relationship problem.
I just don't get it why must people cling onto the other party when the other party has obviously lose interest in that person.
I don't know if the that is the power of love or what, but to me, it's bullshit.
I don't think breaking up with him/her will kill me. No it's nonsense.
You don't need that person to live. You need oxygen more.
Getting use to not having that person around is quite challenging but it CAN be done.
Why won't they just try it? It's not like, losing your bf/gf, you will lose your family and friends as well.
That's shit la seriously. Especially people who dumped friends for bf/gf. You can just bang the wall and die.
Never forget to appreciate your friends and family, always balance your time well.
Cos once your bf/gf is gone, you'll know who is the one that is always there but your negligence will make you lose them.

People get tired of caring and always being there, one day, they will be gone without your realizing. And by then, its too late.

Just gonna focus on stuff that is more important now! I don't plan to get married now so bf is not needed! ☺
Studies, family and friends is my priority ♥
做事要分轻重。

Everyday of your life is a page of your history.

2011-09-02T21:09:00.003+08:00

I GOT MY EARLIEST 17TH BIRTHDAY SURPRISE FROM MY BESTEST FRIEND YESTERDAY!!!!!

Sylvia trick me to MCC for a singing session! Didn't know they plan to surprise me 10 days earlier...
I was totally shocked when Syl came back into the room after a phone call with 3 people and a cake!
Horrified! I stone there like a idiot with eyes widely open and Syl screamed singing happy birthday into the mic!
-still in the process of recovering from the schockness today....-

They know that I'll expect the surprise when my birthday gets nearer so... its a damn big advance!
Thanks my lovely friends for the surprise. Really thankful for it ☺ ♥
这些好朋友真是太难找了！对你好到没话说，每次做你的听众，支持你，鼓励你。。。
真是我八辈子修来的福啊！

Photos will be up soon!

Remember that everything happens for a reason, even if you don't like it.

2011-09-01T00:08:00.000+08:00

September is here. O level is getting nearer.
It's gonna be here in less than 2 months time.
Just gonna pray that luck will be with me and...
I'm diligent enough to clear all the papers easily with mistakes.
And... everything to goes smoothly without bumps here and there.

人有时候也需要靠运气的。
只希望能考到好成绩，让妈咪骄傲，让她有面子，不让别人瞧不起。
我要快点读完书，找份好工作，赚很多钱给她花！
而自己呢。。。不想期望太多，是时候来的，就来。该走的，就让自己先做好准备把。
如果我的梦想能够被发现，在被实现，那就什么都不用愁了！
啊~老天爷啊~请问您有没有听到我的愿望啊~
请您帮帮我~给点运气让它能美梦成真啊！
☺ ♥

Being strong is important. But knowing who you can count on is equally important.

2011-08-30T03:07:00.001+08:00

I MADE THIS WITH MY PICTURES. COOL? Hehehe ☺
Long holiday ain't good. It takes away my study cells.
Gotta turn in soon. Study session with Syl lateron!
September is coming~ hopefully everything will be a breeze ;)

Inside I'm alone, but I would never let it show.

2011-08-28T00:24:00.002+08:00

So into editing pictures ☺

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MY BEST FRIEND.

2011-08-27T02:00:00.006+08:00

TODAY IS HER BIRTHDAY!
SAY HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO HER EVERYBODY :D

和我的性格和思想最一样的朋友就是她了!
爱死这个可爱的小不点了! ☺ ♥

surprise her at her place yesterday!
discovered a sexaye habit of hers! hohohoho laugh die us and shock die her!
hope she's surprised and happy! luv her! \(○^_^○)/

Laughter is timeless, imagination has no age, and dreams are forever.

2011-08-21T18:09:00.005+08:00

They're the people I choose as my family, they're the friends I'd never wanna lose ♥ ☺

You expect too much, that's why you get hurt.

2011-08-20T16:07:00.002+08:00

Hello its mid August already. Time seriously traveled too fast...
So anyway, gotten back my O level Chinese result.
Nope. Not contented with it. Relieve yet disappointed that I felt like I'm stuck.
Relieve cos I didn't get an B or C. Disappointed cos what I wanted was an A1 not A2.
But after much crying... and thinking... I decided not to retake cos its not guarantee that I WILL get an A1.
So... I'd rather spent the extra time, practicing my other 5 subs to get better grade than spent more time on Chinese.
I officially can burn my Chinese books yay~ :>

Hit town yesterday with my 4 lovely best friend. Felt so happy after a day out with them 4!
I was in high spirit after I reached home and I started tweeting all my joy out haha.
And I guess its the first time the 4 of us went out together and spent time without anyone disturbing.
Movie > Neoprint > Graffiti Cafe > Polaroid > DSLR > Dreamy talks... ♥
Had a little shock before we went home yesterday :O
I still can't believe that I actually bumped into such nice policemen in Singapore my gosh.
Relieve but still kinda panic after that. Normal after effect haahaha I too easily affected already LOL.
Guess no one is reading this space often but whatever, blogging for myself.
Hope everything will be good and... I'm really thankful for everything :)

i luv my 4 awesome funny friend ttm xo muahx ♥

VIRGO, BLOOD O.

2011-08-16T19:34:00.001+08:00

8月23日～9月23日

Ｏ型处女座的性格——性格及气质

老老实实的纯情派

　　Ｏ型处女座的你，天生具有循规蹈矩的理性态度，而且脑筋灵活
，能正确地处理任何突发事件，你对人生订了坚实的计划表，绝不浪
费你与生俱来的才能，由于你充满理智的智慧，也许会给别人冷漠的
印象，其实，你本来也有直爽的一面，只是你在行动之前，总会冷静
地三思而行，所以，你的行动才会给人无懈掣的感觉，基于这种心态
，你有不做犯法行为的强烈意识，因此，才会给人冷淡而严肃的印象
，这种强烈的意识，表现在生活形态上，就会造成一种病态的洁癖。

　　你对人，对事都喜欢清清爽爽，干干净净及明明白白的感觉，你
不愿纠缠不清，对事情认真的态度，常带给周围的人强硬而道貌岸然
的感觉。

　　然而，你诚实，不马虎的表现，却也能赢得欣赏你的人真诚的赞
美，因而得到别人信赖。这种信赖，就是周围的人对你所产生的认同。

拘泥于旁枝末节

　　Ｏ型处女座的你有严以律已的倾向，对待别人偶尔也是抱着严厉
的批判精神，你很能用言语来批语别人的行为，但是，你会睁大眼睛
，仔细观察别人的行为，然后在自己内心做冷静的判断，由于你的判
断是经过冷眼旁视的证明，所以你的分析相当具有客观性。

　　你对事情认真的态度，如果表现得强硬，就会被别人认为是难以
取悦、难缠的家伙。而且处女座略带有神经质，经常会显露出不容别
人有过错的狭益心理。

　　若是能够发挥Ｏ型圆滑特性，就可将处女座的神经质隐藏起来，
如此一来，人际关系才能处理得更为圆满、和谐。

　　Ｏ型处女座的你，无论男女，都是清纯正且浪漫的人。你内心的
清纯就仿佛一股源源不断的清泉，无论置身于任何环境，都能保持泉
水般的洁净。那些被看作心胸狭窄的行为，不过是想保持自己的内心
的内心清纯，不使它受到污染罢了。

　　但是，反过来说，只注意细节部分，拘泥于旁枝末节，难免会使
你忽略了整体的局面，顾此失彼，所以，唯有发挥Ｏ型的积极行动性
，才能弥补这项缺点。

　　忠告：若是过于以自我为中心，就会显得不近人情，并且失去带
给别人快乐的机会。

　

Ｏ型处女座的爱情——爱与性的倾向

不失清纯之心的热恋

　　认真及纯情的性格，Ｏ型处女座的你，在恋爱时显得有些笨拙可
爱，无论你的人生经验是多么丰富，也无论你的命运是如何乖舛，深
藏在心中的清纯，永远也不会被舍弃。即使你长大了，谈起恋爱仍是
一丝不苟。

　　玩恋爱游戏及以身相许，对你来说是远不可及的事。

　　Ｏ型处女座的你，不分男女，都有看看梦想的性格，并不是恋爱
时没有热情，只是你抱着谨慎的态度，对坦白而且激烈的恋爱兴趣缺
乏。也唯有如此的小心翼翼，才能保护纯情派的你。

　　因此，即使你未能如愿地将自己的心思传达给对方知道，你仍在
心中继续思慕着对方，并且祈祷自己所钟爱的人能幸福、快乐。这就
是Ｏ型处女座的你，纯情式的恋爱了。

　　当然，这种恋爱方式，一直保持着相思的程度而没有任何行动，
就成了单恋，这种保守态度在现实的行动上总难免吃亏一些，挫折、
失败、或许是免不了的，由于你害怕受到伤害，所以对那种没有结果
的恋爱，或阻碍很多的恋爱，你打从心里排斥着。

秘密进行恋曲

　　Ｏ型的你，好恶分明，不在意旁人的眼光，全心全意投入恋爱中
，然而Ｏ型处女座的你却截然不同，一般而言，你给人一种秘密进行
恋曲的印象。

　　你纯情的特征，在性行为过程中表现得更为明显，小心翼翼的你
，极尊重对方的心情，因此，对是否要发生关系反而忽略了，尤其是
Ｏ型处女座的女性，更是典型的清纯派，你不仅讨厌粗暴的性行为，
甚至连想的念头都没有，即使有了感情也不会随便发生超友谊的关系
，那种只求一时感官快乐的露水姻缘关系，更是连做梦也不会出现。
因为，处女座擅于用灵活的脑筋，你把它交给理性去分析，即使发生
了肌肤之亲，理性的分析也会淹没感官的快乐。

　　但是，只要内心深处的爱意苏醒了，在浪漫的气氛下跟你所爱的
人发生亲密关系，经过充分的理解后，丰富的想象会带你走进另一个
更完美的世界。

　　忠告：基于理性的态度，以及强烈的道德感，这种双重压力之下
，恋爱时也不忘记现实的一面。

　

Ｏ型处女座的婚姻——婚姻及家庭

不会草率地结婚

　　对Ｏ型处女座的你来说，结婚是一种深具意义的事，不会为情势
所逼，迷糊地进入结婚礼堂。你认为结婚代表着人生另一个出发点，
婚后的人生，才是真正属于自己的人生。

　　在你的观念中，社会生活的准备必须具有可靠的配偶和基础坚固
的家庭，如此才算是成熟的人。

　　Ｏ型处女座的你，可说是相当保守的人，与其说你介意世俗的道
德观，倒不如说你重视精神层次的安定，无论如何，你希望自己的婚
姻能被社会大众认可，而且你也会竭尽全力建设一个基础稳固的家庭。

　　当然，在选择配偶时，你一定会深熟虑，多方探索，从各种不同
的角度来观察对方，经地冷静的分析，如果仍无法充分认可，你就不
会贸然下决定，对于家庭生活你有过于慎重的倾向，无论经济方面、
居住环境方面、教育孩子方面，你都会加以充分计划，你不向周围妥
协，即使要花费一段很长的时间，也一定要维持你心目中理想的标准。

易受家庭束缚

　　只要拥有自己的家庭后，Ｏ型处女座的你就会全力发挥天赋的本
能。如果是Ｏ型处女座的的男性，就能以卓越的办事能力，踏实地去
面对有发展性的工作。如果是女性，则会展现天生家庭主妇的才能，
建立最温馨的家庭。

　　从另一方面来看，你过于重视家庭，容易把自己局限在狭窄的生
活范围内，你原本是个冷静而且纯情的好伴侣，但如果你坚持事情的
任何细节，就会变成优柔寡断的个性。

　　Ｏ型处女座的你，有钻牛角尖的倾向。如果是家中起了一点小风
波，顿时就会觉得心理负担加重了许多，整日闷闷不乐，遇到这样的
情形，假如能豪爽地一笑置之倒也无妨，然而，你天生认真的态度，
却不容许你忽略任何小细节。于是，自然而然就愈来愈想不开了。

　　如果Ｏ型爽朗的个性能给以适当的协助，也许会有令人意外的圆
滑、宽容的个性。以你这种性格所组成的家庭，必定美满快乐，为了
追求幸福美满的家庭，Ｏ型处女座的你，必须要敞开心胸，使自己的
度量更宽大。

　　忠告：夫妻之间，父母女子之间所扮演的角色，必须明确化，以
免发生不快。

　

Ｏ型处女座的事业——职业及成功的可能性

适合朴实的工作

　　Ｏ型处女座的你，头脑甚好处理事情态度冷静沉着，思维周密，
而且颇具韧性，具备了这些优异的条件，无论从事任何行业，只要努
力耕耘，总能获得某种程度的成就。

　　你并不适合自己创业当老板，或是独立经营小本生意，倒是适合
大公司的一员，尤其你具有卓越的能力，最适合担任财务员、资料处
理员、秘书街职业。这些工作性质，虽然并不显眼，却是一个公司中
最重要的一环，成败的关键关在于此。

　　由于你充满耐性，而且对事认真，即使是单纯的作业，也绝不马
虎，这样的特质也适合从事打卡员、校对员等，你若是能巧妙地发挥
本身优秀的头脑，再加上认真的研究态度，也许就能成为赫赫有名的
学者、专家了。

　　无论从事何种行业，都不会惹出大麻烦，这就是Ｏ型处女座的你
的职业运。不过，若是想要获得更进一步的成功，就必须突破自己保
守固执的个性，以宽宏的度量和眼光来衡量事情。

　　忠告：选择一位具有崇高理想及爽朗个性的人，来做你的事业伙
伴，这就是你成功的秘决。

　

Ｏ型处女座的财运——金钱及财运

严格控制金钱的收支

　　Ｏ型处女座的你，财运平平，一生中很难遇到意料不到的好运，
而一夜间成为暴发户，不过，你拥有特殊的计算能力，以弥补上术的
缺点。

　　你严格控制金钱的收支，把生活收入和支出区分得清清楚楚。你
不但不奢侈浪费，而且还把部分收入谨慎地储蓄起来，以备它时之需。

　　或许，你会被周围的人批语成吝啬鬼、过财奴，可是，你本身绝
非一毛不拔的铁公鸡。

　　Ｏ型处女座的你，认为金钱应运用在正途上，该花的时候就应该
支出，按照你的想法，花一分钱就应该有一分钱的效果或收获，对那
种无谓的浪费，你是绝对不干的。

　　不过Ｏ型处女座的你总是十分的神经质，而且自尊心非常强烈，
你总会担心别人的批评，面子的好看与否。因此，也许会有突然挥金
如土的情形出现。

　　忠告：如果只是一味计算每天金钱的收支情形，而忽略了全盘计
划，这种短视近利的做法，不仅储蓄不了大笔钱财，反而会导致长期
计划的失败，务必小心这一点。

Choose to be optimistic, it feels better.

2011-08-06T12:29:00.002+08:00

Don't know what to feel anymore.

Disappointment comes easily to those who expect too much.

2011-08-05T22:24:00.006+08:00

Mock prelim is just over and... My math improved!
Gonna do much more better during prelim.
Not really confident for sciences cos I simply suck so much.
Chemistry was totally a disaster.
I wish I could just burn the paper and not hand it in to teacher.

Another month is over, another month is here.
Just want the upcoming months to be easy and not give me too much unhappiness.
I'm always thankful when my day is good. I appreciate having a happy day.
Just like the first 2 days of August. It all went happily and ended happily.
But till yesterday... It was horrible.
Maybe... I'm not really over us? I don't know. I just mind it so much.
When I heard about it yesterday, my first reaction to her was, "no. i trust him."
But she said I was blinded by love... So I doubted myself...
After clarifying... I'm glad. I trusted correctly. But still isn't feeling good. I was rather surprise that I've got the courage to ask.
Maybe this really matter too much that I can't continue swallowing my pride.

Before hearing it from you, my heart was thumping so fast that I can't concentrate on anything.
I was having so many mixed emotions that I can't think properly.
On the verge of tears when I'm telling it to...
But whatever. It's over. No point thinking but I just can't help thinking.
Hope upcoming days and months will be better :)

It has always been, you.

Forget regret, or life is yours to miss.

2011-07-28T14:46:00.002+08:00

No time to play more. No time to slow down. No time to waste anymore.
2 more months to Os first paper. I can say I've started preparing?
Revise and practice everyday but somehow I still think that its still not enough.
But before that, gotta take good care of my body before working harder.
Heart had been giving me some problem and went to do a blood test last week.
Report came out positive but none of it is related to heart so....?
I'll just take it as I'm alright! Haha.

Secretly working towards my dream but wondering if it will come true.
Praying every now and then and hope that my prayer will be answered.
Just hope that luck is by my side and... things will come my way!

Time is running.

2011-07-11T15:24:00.002+08:00

JUST FINISHED MY O LEVEL CHINESE ORAL.
O level is getting nearer and.... yeah. Time to study extraaaa hard!

Life is a series of collisions with the future.

2011-07-02T13:37:00.004+08:00

A very unexpected dream suddenly hits me recently. I've never thought of that dream before too.
I'm so determined to achieve it. It might be difficult, but I know, at least I tried.
Nothing's easy in this life. It might be a tough road but if I get through the first round,
I'm sure everything after that, I can handle it as well.
Strive to achieve with Syl & Chloe. Praying everyday for it to happen.
Happy to just talk and think about it. And if it can come true, I'll really thank and appreciate god for getting me through it.

Pray.

Life is a ticket to the greatest show on earth.

2011-07-01T00:50:00.003+08:00

Life is simple, it's just not easy

2011-06-25T16:34:00.002+08:00

Irritating. School is reopening in less than 48 hours time.
Time to double all the stress and pressure.

When I am alone, all I can think about is why you are not with me.

2011-06-18T13:43:00.000+08:00

But do you?

Friends are like stars. They always lighten up your world, even in your darkest hour.

2011-06-16T23:48:00.003+08:00

It was Edison Salvatore's birthday 2 days back! Went to his house for steamboat. Awesome evening :D
Didn't drink a sip at all cos I find it... disgusting. Yes the taste is disgusting to me now.
Don't know why I used to love it in the past... No more clubbing. No more drinking. One more to stop :)

The birthday handsome boi :D

New (k)pop group, The c4pz! LOLOLOLOL ♥

Always in my best mood when I'm with them. Muahx loves xoxo ♥

Things goes wrong, at the wrong time.

2011-06-11T23:55:00.002+08:00

NICE ONE. I DROPPED MY PHONE INTO THE TOILET BOWL AND TADA.
IT'S NOT REVIVING.
FUCKKKKKKKKKKK!

I hate getting flashback.

2011-06-07T12:41:00.001+08:00

L4D INSTEAD OF COURSEWORK!

need some times to chill to yo. Laughs.

Fuck is a response for everything.

2011-06-05T17:03:00.002+08:00

Gonna plan my time properly! O level, it's gonna be an unexpected one for everyone.
Those who look down, time to keep that thoughts aside.

I say I doesn't care but my heart is screaming out a different story.

2011-06-05T00:11:00.000+08:00

Need to be more discipline and determined.

Stomach, meet butterflies

2011-06-03T22:22:00.001+08:00

Do you know?

There is always a right moment to stop something.

2011-06-01T22:20:00.008+08:00

HI JUNE!
So, it's first of June today. And it is gonna be the second soon.
And it's Mummy's 34th birthday! ♥
Luv her a lot, no words can describe it so... Yeah :)
ps: wondering anyone still read this space here hahahaha -___-

Anyway, Had Adam Khoo's workshop yesterday and today. I find the trainers seriously funny!
I laughed like mad........ for these 2 days! It's just damn hilarious that you can feel your stomach muscle asking for help!
There's another 2 more session in July so... Awaiting!

And... I gotta make my goals in life ASAP. And work towards it. Without goals, how to succeed?
And I'm also constantly telling myself that I'm not,
and NEVER gonna let anybody's opinion pull me down. It's just a comment! Why give a damn?
So... I'll try not to give a flying fuck to any comments made to anything I do :)

Confession: I still think about you every now and then. And even right now.
I do miss all the times we've had. I've got a lot to say...
But I choose to keep it to myself...
Maybe I'm trying to put on a strong front or something.
But I just don't wanna show my soft side to anyone, or even you.
Argh. Miss you!!!

Life is not a matter of change, it's a of matter of choice.

2011-05-29T14:20:00.003+08:00

Accompany grandma to the docs' just now. She was vomiting like mad, giddy spell hits her and gastric pain.
I swear I can cry seeing her like that. I was sleeping, she called my name and told me she was vomiting and feelings very horrible.
I jumped out of my bed immediately to pat her back then shock my aunt up too lol.
Wait for uncle to come over then sent her to the clinic. Took a jab :( sad.
I won't let my grandparents dote on me for nothing. I'll repay back.

That aside, Chinese intensive is OVER. Chinese paper is just TOMORROW.
Time is passing friggin' fast. Slow down abit please?
A1, COME TO ME. Need some luck too!

I'm on my way to believing again... that love does exist.

2011-05-22T18:37:00.003+08:00

I had fun (while doing work!!!) during Chinese intensive!
Though its kinda... tiring and.... bored. I still concentrate and do my work! LOL.

A1, come to me!

I wonder if anyone is secretly in love with me.

2011-05-18T19:56:00.004+08:00

Chinese intensive officially starts today!
A1 HERE I COME~

Hoping for the best but expecting the worst.

2011-05-14T22:56:00.005+08:00

♥ :D

I hate being in those I wanna know, but I don't wanna ask moments.

2011-05-08T19:55:00.003+08:00

MYE, left with FNN & combine Science MCQ.
DON'T FORGET TO REMEMBER ME! I might neglect this blog.. So follow me on:
www.twitter.com/CHERYLKOHH
http://u-niquemademoiselle.tumblr.com/
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Love me or hate me, I promise it wont make or break me.

2011-05-01T13:50:00.001+08:00

Bye April, Hello May.

TIME IS RUNNING OUT.

2011-04-26T17:09:00.004+08:00

OK SYF IS OVER. MYE IS COMING IN 1 DAY'S TIME. NEEDA STUDY AND MUG LIKAH MAD ASS. BRB, ON HIBERNATION.

Your smile puts the city lights in my heart.

2011-04-22T12:54:00.002+08:00

WGSCO, we'll will always be Gold With Honours in a lot of people's heart!

So, this journey to the big sun is over already. It had come to an end yesterday.
Even though the result we get isn't the one we wanted, but I guess, we should be glad.
This 4 months journey is indeed meaningful and tough. But we manage to do it, with our best.
Frankly speaking, I wasn't really happy at first bout being "forced" back to CO.
But I never regret. I NEVER. In fact, I will regret if I didn't go back.
All this while, I've learned a lot from the teachers and Mr Low.
Throughout this journey, I'm really very touched by how committed everyone is, and the touching music we play.
All I gotta say is, YOU GUYS SERIOUSLY ROCKS!

收放自如，融为一体，尽情享受, 人到,心到,做到, WE DID IT! ♥ WGSCO

The heart always rememebers what the mind blocks out.

2011-04-17T00:11:00.001+08:00

U smile, I smile.

I'm a bitch because I don't let you push me around.

2011-04-14T21:11:00.004+08:00

WORK HARD, WGSCO!

DON'T DISSAPOINT THE TEACHERS, DON'T LET ALL THESE MONTHS' EFFORT BE WASTED!

BEST SHOT BEST SHOT ON 21ST APRIL 2011!

Never, never, never give up on yourself. No matter what.

2011-04-10T16:18:00.000+08:00

Another weekend is over. Time is running out. Slow down, please.

Sometimes I lie to myself because I don't want to believe in the truth.

2011-04-08T23:15:00.006+08:00

5N2 YOU ROCK MY SECONDARY 5 STRESSSSSSSSSSSSSSFUL LIFE!
Once again, we did ourselves proud with the results we got for track event & sports carnival!
So so proud of 5NA! YOU GUYS ROCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK!
♥ x 898415219645

Every mistake leads to something better.

2011-04-06T12:14:00.004+08:00

I LOVE CO! ♥ 21st April, work hard WGSCO!

Everyone deserves a second chance, but life won't always give you one.

2011-03-30T20:20:00.004+08:00

I love editing. If only I can edit my life to the way I prefer, the way I like, and the way that I know it'll be nice, I will.

Worrying never did anyone any good.

2011-03-28T18:10:00.001+08:00

SCREW GRAVITY. I want to fly..

You aren't in my dream, because you are my dream.

2011-03-27T00:29:00.008+08:00

My 4 dearest best of the best friend that we share joy, sadness and every other emotional together.
Meet up with them just now. Like finally, our small clique gathered together after so long.
Had a small "party" @ Sylvia's work place. We laughed our heads off seriously.
Every little actions any one of us do, any words that we speak, we all laugh like mad together.
I doubt any other people will know the fun within us.
We insults, we crack jokes, we laugh, we stop.
Everything just become so natural when I'm with them.
I don't have to fake. I can just be myself. I don't need to fear they'll look down on me.
I don't need to scared that I'll offend them with my words.
I can seriously just be myself. Just M.Y.S.E.L.F

You guys might not know, but they are VERY important to me.
They coloured my world with lots of colours. They inside jokes, the smile they bought to my face..
I'm so grateful that I met them, I know them and I've them in my life.
They'll stay, I'm sure. They ain't any random person that will come and leave.
Even if we do drift apart one day, I'm sure, in our heart, we'll still have the memories we shared.

I love them, alot more than anyone of you can imagine :) ♥
洪先生，陈小姐，梁小姐 and 林小姐！你们对我很重要哦！

My life is all glitter and rainbows.

2011-03-25T22:10:00.003+08:00

So.. another week is over. Another Friday is here.
Normally, I'll be very happy but not this Friday. Because firstly, there's extra Chinese coach -_-

MAJOR TURN OFF. URGH.
Secondly, mood is kinda off today. Can't help but to think of him, and wonder if he think of me too.
When I know he don't, and I guess he don't even wanna like, y'know, text me or something.

Tried taking the initiative but the result don't turn out as good as I thought. So... Yeah.

I guess I just gotta live each day, NOT thinking about him. And not hoping anymore. Yup..

Cool hair colour I have? HA. Likah show off. Cheh. Black & copper colour. Me like!
Just got home not long ago. Hang out, talk cock sing song laugh along with my dearest Weiyang, Jingen & Sylvia.
They made my Friday night quite awesome tho my mood was foul and I was super tired.
This month is gonna be damn hectic. Busy life ahead till 21st April.
I hope... WGSCO will achieve what we want, and.. life will be easier.
I don't wanna be so dead and dread classes. For example, Math.

The massive amount of topics I gotta catch up and handle ain't gonna be easy.
Just hope that, I'll be active as soon as possible and.. yup. Be happy :)

7 billion people in the world & I only want 1.

2011-03-23T22:16:00.001+08:00

Slut doesn't have a "me", but it has an "U".

2011-03-21T17:11:00.002+08:00

Pretty pretty pictures :>
Usual daily routine here we goes again...

A goodbye isn't painful unless you're never going to say hello again.

2011-03-20T04:20:00.004+08:00

你的笑容迷到了我。
Hehehe :>

I admit. I crave attention, but if I didn't I wouldn't be human.

2011-03-19T18:30:00.000+08:00

AHHHHHHHHHHHHH MARCH HOLIDAY IS ALMOST OVER BUT I HAVEN'T COMPLETE ANY ASSIGNMENTS!!!
All is either half way done, or not done at all. Jesus christ. I'm gonna kill myself seeereeeously.
I need more time and a extended holiday!! :@
Tomorrow is Sunday, but not a resting day. Tomorrow still got rehearsal @ SCH till late night.
Sigh~ Life's hard.

Back to assignment. Ciaoz!

Everyone is beautiful in many different ways.

2011-03-14T12:23:00.000+08:00

My pretty girls :)
Lack of Sylvia, Jingen and Angel!

One day, I'm gonna take a group photo with my favourite girls :)
They just gotta know that I love, cherish and appreciate them alot ♥

"Life is nothing without friendship."

If things go wrong, don't go with them.

2011-03-13T18:20:00.001+08:00

More pictures is on Maxine and Cheryl wong's fb!
I had fun! Hopefully they had too! *winks

Each day is just another reason to smile.

2011-03-13T13:23:00.003+08:00

I had a pleasant Saturday evening spent together with my 4NA'10 mates! :D
It's quite a success one I can say. Had alot of chit chat laughing session and crapping etc.
When the bbq is coming to an end, we bashed Rayen up with flour D:
As belated birthday "celebration" hahahahaha.

Then, walk from Tekong > RP > Waterfront again. But with a few more people this time round!
Kinda scary tho, we walked through the mangrove D: damn freaking scary I swear.
I smelled some flower smell along the way. Luckily it's just for a short while!
Freak the hell outta me. Thank god it didn't follow us. Phew!
Stay there till around 1am. Then cab back home. Short but fun Saturday!
Love to hang out with funny people the most. Laughed throughout the night.
Awesome. Fabulous. Impressive. LOLOLOL.

One week holiday is here. But it isn't a break for me. Gotta go to school tomorrow for Chinese remedial.
Then Tues-Thurs for CO camp. Break another 2 days, then Sunday we'll be having rehearsal at SCH.
Hectic week! Pull yourself together, and persevere Cheryl! :)

BBQ pictures will be up soon!

It's kind of fun to do the impossible.

2011-03-10T22:20:00.005+08:00

Result slip sucks. I wish I can burn it.
Home base learning tomorrow. Doubt I'm gonna do much.

This March holiday isn't a good one. Gotta go back for remedial, co camp and etc.

Rest isn't in my dictionary for now. Sigh.

This few days sucks too. I hate it.

I don't wanna say this but I think I miss you.
我不想再喜欢你或再想你因为是我把你推开的。

我觉得我太自私，太贪心了。

有的时候，不珍惜，没了才来有点不舍得。
吃醋真的不是一件好的事。因为我会很想把你身边的女孩杀了。
可是。。。老实说。。。我真的有一点点想你。。。。。 :/

The heart can’t make plans because it already knows what it wants.

2011-03-06T04:19:00.001+08:00

I love tumblr :>

Always look at what you have left; never look at what you have lost.

2011-03-05T23:05:00.003+08:00

Don't wanna talk too much bout common test. It's shit seriously.
Fuckin' disappointed with myself. Don't know why the fuck I fare so badly too. Shit.
I'm damn upset with my math result. Got a single digit. Cry of sorrow, cry of disappointment.
I thought I could at least do better but no. I didn't. I tried to control my tears.
But I can't held back when my dear girls come and comfort me and hug me. I can't take it. I let it out.

I know I can't give up like this. And I will NOT give up just like this.
I can't afford to do poorly for MYE, I can't afford to get single digit anymore. I don't wanna cry my eyes out for Os.
I'll try my best. I will improve.

If you never try, you'll never know.

2011-03-04T23:20:00.000+08:00

天灰了，天暗了，太阳公公躲起来了。

她笑了，她哭了，没办法只好坚强起来。

雨果总会有天晴，不好的事不会一辈子缠足你。

旧的不去，新的不来。说得容易，做得难。

做人难，做女人更难。

Maybe I'm not the person everyone thinks I am.

2011-02-26T17:45:00.001+08:00

Hectic week! Common test is finally over! But it doesn't seems to chill me alot.
Cos there's still the major killer, O level. Sigh~
But anyway, common test will lemme know where my standard is, and how prepared I am for O.
Which I doubt I'm prepared at all and I bet I'll flunk most of my subjects.
I just hope I won't flunk any of my languages, cos I aim to ace, or at lease Bs it.

I think.... I gotta not only work hard for upcoming Os, but double, or even triple it.
I wanna kill all my lazy cells and grow more hardworking cells!
I don't wanna laze around, not holding any books! Cos I remember last year, I remember I say I'd carry books whenever I go....
But the time I have is not enough at all. Gotta spare alot of time for FNN coursework, which I really wanna ace it.
And school assignments of course. And the most most most time constraining is CCA.
Been practicing alot and diligently for the upcoming SYF. Hopefully will get Gold with Honour, or maintain a gold.
Don't wish to disappoint any teachers that have high hopes and expectation from me.
Just wanna give them my best shot! And do whatever I can do help the orchestra.

Okkk~ time for me to go off from here and start on my coursework research.
It has been a mind fucking thing for me when it comes to coursework.
It's not that easy to complete it... And especially when you wanna do it well and ace it.
Hopefully.. I can get what I want, and my effort won't go down the drain.
Be back soon! Ciaoz! *winks

Live with no excuses and love with no regrets.

2011-02-20T15:14:00.002+08:00

Today is a crappy day. Keep getting distracted from every little things. Cannot study at all.
This is shit. Tomorrow is the start of common test. I think I should just kill myself -bang-

Don't waste your time judging me. Remember, it takes one to know one.

2011-02-20T00:17:00.003+08:00

Common test is this upcoming week. I'm prepared to flunk chem, fnn and ss. And maybe E math.
Killer subjects. I'm trying very hard to understand chem, but it isn't being nice to me :(
I can't understand a single shit. I absorb fast. I forget fast. I don't have the fuckin' time to practice it over and over again.
CCA takes up my after school free time. Coursework takes up ALL my extra time.
I really wanna do well for my Os. Or maybe something nearer, the upcoming common test.
Then slowly improve and gets better. But I doubt I can do it.
It's not that I don't have confidence, but there's alot of things that is forbidding me to.

Sigh, feeling kinda emotional now.

Live every moment as if it is your last.

2011-02-13T16:14:00.001+08:00

Stayhome + homework Sunday. As usual... :(

Only in the darkness, you are able to see the stars.

2011-02-12T15:13:00.003+08:00

Today's plan is... do my coursework. Practice my 中阮 and 三弦！
Then.. at night... will be going to Rayen's place for poker session!

Feeling kinda... tensed cos I gotta master all the skill for 三弦 ASAP before SYF. (target myself to get it played perfectly in 2-3weeks)
And I don't know why, when it comes to CO, once I set my mind on something,
I'll keep practicing until I achieve it. So now, my finger is all peeling skin because of the hard core practice :/
Just hope that all my effort will be worth it and... I won't disappoint anyone around me, especially Mr low.
I seriously wish that he's not carry too much expectation on me cos I'm afraid that I'll disappoint him D:
Hope he expect low low, then my performance will shock him! *wink ;)
And big big thanksssssss to my friends around me who gave me their support! ♥ y'all! :D

Single is simple, double is trouble, triple is terrible.

2011-02-06T12:50:00.006+08:00

今天是初四! 等一下会去Jacqueline何's家吃火锅! *winks

I dread school.I don't want school tomorrow :(

I haven't done a single piece of my assignment.

*frown*

You can't have a fresh start if you hold onto the past.

2011-02-05T20:30:00.003+08:00

Hey hey hey. Today is the 3rd day of new year.

And right now, my house is filled with people and noises!

Love this kind of noisy ambience... AT TIMES. Haha.

And and, here I am, hiding in the room to escape from the crowds. LOL.

Left to right - Great grandma, aunt and grandma! ♥

I've alr deposited 98% of my ang pow's money into my bank alr. Hah.

Action very fast huh? ;-)

I want more angpows leh~

Without action, you're not going anywhere.

2011-02-03T23:36:00.002+08:00

First day of new year is over! As usual, didn't visit much place.
Didn't get much angpows but inside it did have alot of money hehehe.

Gonna continue get angpow tomorrow! I wanna have a fat pocket! ^^

You were a dream. Then a reality. Now a memory

2011-02-03T12:35:00.000+08:00

HAPPY LABBIT YEAR EVERYONE! :D

My answer to everything at the time is, i dont know.

2011-02-01T18:43:00.001+08:00

When I close my eyes, all I see is you.

2011-02-01T18:00:00.000+08:00

BYE JANUARY! HELLO FEBRUARY!
Hopefully February will be a happy, smooth and beneficial (studies)!
Bless my common test with all pass, February!

Tomorrow is new year eve! Reunion dinner yayyyy I love it!
Performance in school in the morning then it'll be a 5 days holiday!
Fuck yeah. I love new year ;-)

The heart sees what is invisible to the eye.

2011-01-30T15:06:00.001+08:00

I think, the sky has lots of problems :(
It had been raining for more than 12 hours I'm sure.
I'm finally able to see a lil brightness from the sky. It's was so grey since morning.
I like this weather! Had a long~ comfy~ sleep. Hee.
It's almost the end of January alr. February is starting soon.
My wish for February is... pass my common test, and.... be happy :)

There is no emoticon for what I’m feeling.

2011-01-29T20:05:00.002+08:00

Fake friends... Best friends... True friends...

I wonder.. Isn't it all the same?

Listen to your mind, heart & feelings.

2011-01-28T22:08:00.002+08:00

Running out of pretty pictures :(

Action does speak louder then words.

2011-01-28T20:55:00.002+08:00

4th week of school is over. And January is going to be over soon.
Time is passing way too fast. Too too fast...
I can't believe that if in just a blink of eyes, I'll be taking my O level, I'll freak out. BIG TIMES.
I just hope that time will pass a little slower, and me, double up my diligent cells.
I'm getting a little demotivated in terms of studies alr. I wanna catch up with everything I've lose out in.

It's my final year, I can't loosen up anymore.

Perfect in that fucked up way.

2011-01-23T14:06:00.000+08:00

Oh, it's Sunday again. Meaning, school tomorrow.
No grumbles! I kinda love school now :)
At least, more than last time.

♥

Real eyes realize real lies.

2011-01-22T16:52:00.000+08:00

I luv tumblr! So many pretty pictures! They made my day, as always :))))

Life may suck at times, but it does have its perks.

2011-01-21T18:00:00.001+08:00

I should be focusing on my FNN coursework right now as I gotta sent it to Mrs Ong tomorrow but..

I'm here blogging, yes. And also... on tumblr searching for pretty pictures.. and on twitter... also fb...

I'm so good at multi tasking huh! Cool yeah hah.

Ok. Back to the right track, need to be on task!